Preface

ROBERT MACFARLANE

‘The gift moves . . .’ writes Lewis Hyde again and again in his classic work The Gift (1983). It moves in two ways, we might say: the receiver of a gift is emotionally moved by being given something freely, unexpectedly. And the gift itself moves in the sense of moving onwards, of circulating. Having experienced generosity, we are generous to others in turn. The gift ‘gives on’, as Hyde also puts it, in wild excess of its own original extent.

The book you hold in your hands is proof that ‘the gift moves’. Five years ago, I sat down to write an essay about a gift that had changed my life. I realised as I wrote, though, that I wanted the essay to do more than just describe its subject. I wanted it, somehow, to enact its subject; to be itself a gift that gives on. So I wrote my essay for free, and I asked my artist friend, Stanley Donwood, to give some of his art for free as the cover of the essay. Penguin, my publisher, agreed to publish the essay for free as a tiny gift book, costing £2. And we all agreed that proceeds from the sale of that book – The Gifts of Reading, as it became called – would be given to the Migrant Offshore Aid Station (MOAS), which does vital work saving migrant lives at sea in the Mediterranean and the Bay of Bengal, and which relies on donations for its continued operation.

The Gifts of Reading started to ‘move’ in strange ways soon after its publication. Stories reached me of people who were buying ten or twenty copies at a time, and giving each copy to a different person, who would in turn give more copies away . . . Pat Law – a Scottish artist, sailor and walker – began leaving copies of the book in bothies in the Highlands and Islands. A bothy is a hut or cabin in remote country, maintained by volunteers and left open for whoever needs its use – a sort of gift shelter, as it were, where strangers are kind to strangers. Donations to MOAS via the book reached five figures, and carried on rising.

Among the people to cross paths with The Gifts of Reading in its first form were Jennie Orchard, long-term supporter of the inspirational NGO Room to Read, and John Wood, its Founder. This organisation transforms the lives of tens of millions of children, especially girls, by advancing literacy and girls’ education in Asia and Africa. Their work is simply astonishing. It is hard proof of the gifts of reading; that books and language can bridge division, grow empathy, change lives from a young age, alter cultures and societies for the better.

It was Jennie Orchard who imagined another way of keeping the gift moving. She had the idea of a collection of essays about reading’s gifts, with each essay freely given, and all profits given on in turn to Room to Read. By means of her vision and sheer determination, she brought into being this book – the one you are about to read.

It is a beautiful, tangled skein of stories, filled with surprising echoes and unexpected interlockings. Here books take flight in flocks, migrating around the world, landing in people’s hearts and changing them for a day or a year or a lifetime. Here books spark wonder or spark anger; throw open windows into other languages, other cultures, other minds; cause people to fall in love, or to fight for what is right. And here, repeatedly, books and words are given and received as gifts, prompting in turn further generosity – including the giving of each of these essays. Truly, the gift gives on, and on, and on . . .

Introduction

JENNIE ORCHARD

This book has been born out of two defining moments.

The first was in Hong Kong, sometime in the autumn of 2005, when I came across a relatively young non-profit organisation, Room to Read, founded by John Wood, which at the time was building schools, establishing libraries and publishing children’s books in seven countries in Asia and Africa. It was also committed to developing and delivering girls’ education programs.

The second occurred in London more than a decade later when I chanced upon Robert Macfarlane’s essay, ‘The Gifts of Reading’, and was captivated by his account of the profound joys of giving and sharing books, the story of a friendship cemented through reading.

Almost immediately I began to ponder the possibility of an anthology where a number of writers might write about the books that had so inspired them that they wanted to share them.

And then it occurred to me that Room to Read was approaching its twentieth anniversary and that this anthology might present a perfect way to celebrate the fact that this remarkable organisation had given ‘the gifts of reading’ to millions of underprivileged children.

Connections are everything.

When I attended my first Room to Read meeting and started to learn more, I found that it was working in Nepal, Vietnam, India, Cambodia, Sri Lanka, Laos and South Africa.

My husband was born in South Africa. Soon after we met (in London), he was posted to Laos and spent several years there running Shell’s operations. We visited Laos on our honeymoon and celebrated our marriage with a Buddhist Baci ceremony.

In 2008, approaching our twenty-fifth wedding anniversary, we decided to fund one of Room to Read’s schools in Laos. We visited Boungkha Incomplete Primary School situated in a remote corner of Xayabouly Province, a bumpy nine-hour car journey from Luang Prabang. What a truly memorable experience it was, both the journey itself and the hours spent at the school enjoying a celebratory Baci feast in the well-stocked and colourful library. We were hosted by members of the local community, all overjoyed that their children would now benefit from these vastly improved facilities.

As a teacher in Nepal had said to John Wood: ‘We are too poor to afford education. But until we have education, how will we ever not be poor?’

The journey to Laos provided the impetus to commit wholeheartedly to launching a fundraising chapter for Room to Read in Sydney, later Australia as a whole. John Wood had raised this possibility and now I was inspired. We’d been living in Asia by that stage for more than six years and I was ready to embrace a new challenge. Within a very short time of arriving back in Sydney, together with another former Hong Kong colleague, we organised a first information meeting – and then a second and a third. The response to the meetings was so overwhelmingly positive that we quickly started to build a volunteer team and began preparations for the official Sydney launch, a wine gala, to be held in February 2009.

John Wood flew in from the US and international wine writer Jancis Robinson was the much revered guest of honour. In the wake of the global financial crisis, the timing was terrible but the wine flowed and John Wood’s passion and optimism won the day. Even on that first occasion, we raised nearly half a million dollars.

And this has been the story of Room to Read all over the world. Fuelled by John’s unflagging conviction of the importance of the cause – World Change Starts with Educated Children® – Room to Read has grown in two decades from being a fledgling startup to an impressive global organisation, delivering literacy and girls’ education programs in ten countries in Asia and Africa, collaborating elsewhere with partners with similar objectives, transforming the lives of millions of children, their families and their communities.

When he founded Room to Read in 2000, working with Erin Ganju and Dinesh Shrestha, John defined a bold goal – that by 2020 Room to Read would impact ten million children. ‘Bold goals attract bold people,’ he always said, and he has been proven right. By the end of 2020, Room to Read will have impacted twenty million children, twice as many as he had targeted – and the goal for the next five years is to reach an additional thirty million.

From the very beginning in Australia we were supported by a small group of writers including Susanne Gervay and Markus Zusak. For an organisation focused on literacy, there could be no better ambassadors. This group has grown to around twenty-five writers (all listed in the Acknowledgements at the end of the book). They have raised funds and, more importantly in many ways, they have spread the word through their school presentations, conferences and literary festivals, building trust.

The Gifts of Reading takes this initiative to a new level, drawing in writers from all over the world, many of them with connections to the countries where Room to Read is working, all of them passionate about the power of words, stories, books.

Curating this anthology has been a little bit like organising the most wonderful literary cocktail party. I know of a regular column in one newspaper which asks its subjects which authors they’d invite to a literary dinner – but a gathering of twenty-three authors offers so many more possibilities. We have here people of many nationalities from almost every continent, many age groups, adult and children’s authors alike.

The decisive moment came when Robert Macfarlane and his publisher, Simon Prosser at Hamish Hamilton, most generously agreed that Robert’s essay could be used as the title piece in this collection. Originally published in a tiny paperback format, with proceeds donated to Migrant Offshore Aid Station, it had been popular – as Robert testifies in his preface – and yet I kept coming across friends and colleagues who weren’t aware of it.

It has taken the best part of three years from the seed of an idea to publication but both Robert and John have provided unwavering support along the way. Our ‘gifts of reading’ community has grown from two to more than twenty, each and every contributor offering a different interpretation of the theme. There are echoes of Chigozie Obioma’s childhood in Nigeria and of Alice Pung’s Cambodian heritage, hints of Wales from Jackie Morris, scenes from Mumbai thanks to Imtiaz Dharker; and of South Africa, Iran, Ireland and Everest from others.

And there are glorious literary connections running throughout, linking Roddy Doyle and Sisonke Msimang, Jackie Morris with Max Porter, SF Said with Philip Pullman, David Pilling and Dina Nayeri. Some responded precisely to the request to write about the books they loved to give, while others wrote about the ‘gifts of reading’ they had received.

Andy Miller, SF Said and Salley Vickers all thought back to the extraordinary moment when as children they had started to read, when, in the evocative words of Alberto Manguel, ‘the page of a book . . . shivered into meaning . . . whole universes opened’.

Others, including Candice Carty-Williams and Madeleine Thien, have acknowledged the importance of libraries, so imaginatively defined by Robert in one of his words of the day as ‘story-forests, wildwoods of words’, and the heart of Room to Read’s work since the very beginning.

Many of those who agreed to contribute were admirers of Robert Macfarlane’s work and felt privileged to be given the opportunity to feature in an anthology bearing his name. Some of them already knew of Room to Read, others not. Some had been part of my life for a while; others were new to me, encountered through reviews or literary festivals or friends. Pico Iyer was a particularly generous co-conspirator, initially declining the invitation to contribute, then half an hour later saying that he couldn’t resist the temptation to write an essay and had already begun work.

Writers are busy people, writing, speaking, teaching, travelling – but this group has been utterly magnanimous in agreeing to write an essay and donate their royalties to Room to Read, in providing reading lists, making valuable suggestions and introductions. Pico encouraged me to write again to Jan Morris and Michael Ondaatje – and these new messages bore fruit.

Jan Morris had been trying to phone me but had trouble with my overseas numbers. She went on to apologise:

. . . in any case I’m so sorry, but I no longer have it in me to write an essay for you and Mr Macfarlane. I have one rather forlorn suggestion to make, though. My happiest experience of the writing life, one which permanently enriched me, was my participation, purely as a writer, in the first ascent of Everest in 1953. I did write a book about it, but my better short memoir of the reportage was only a talk for the Himalayan Trust. They did print it, for themselves, but the copyright is mine and it has never been published. It’s a couple of thousand words, I suppose, and if it would amuse you to have it for your anthology I would adapt it to be a By the Way Gift of Writing!!!! If not, forget it and forgive me.

‘If it would amuse me . . .’? I was simply astonished to hear from the venerable Jan Morris, even more so when she mailed a copy of her speech, ‘An Outsider on Everest’, and I only wished I could make a pilgrimage to Trefan Morys in north Wales to thank her in person.

I felt equally grateful to William Boyd, who was the first writer (after Robert and John) to agree to contribute an essay, responding almost by return, delivering his perfectly pitched contribution just before Christmas, a sublime ‘gift of reading’.

And so, slowly this anthology has grown to become the book that you hold in your hands, representing the intersection of so many lives and stories.

At a time when the world is facing unimaginable challenges, we need to hold on hard to the integrity and the inspiration of the writers, the artists and other creative people in our lives. These essays create an ever-extending web of connections, drawing us all together, extending ever further our libraries, our communities of book lovers. Reading and rereading this smorgasbord of essays has given me so much pleasure, sent me back down many memory lanes of the literary variety but also propelled me into uncharted territory.

In addition to their essays, we asked each of our contributors to create a list of five titles they like to give, and this appears in the final pages of this volume.

Ben Okri wrote about a ‘secret trail of books meant to inspire and enlighten you. Find that trail.’

My hope is that this wondrous anthology will spark countless new literary journeys. As Anna Quindlen has written: ‘Books are the plane, and the train, and the road. They are the destination, and the journey. They are home.’

ROBERT MACFARLANE

‘A gift can be transformative and . . . the act of giving encourages the onwards circulation of generosity.’

Robert Macfarlane’s prize-winning and bestselling books about landscape, nature, memory and travel include Mountains of the Mind: A History of a Fascination, The Wild Places, The Old Ways, Holloway (with Stanley Donwood and Dan Richards), Landmarks and – most recently – Underland: A Deep Time Journey. His work has been translated into many languages and widely adapted for screen, stage and musical performance. Copies of his collaboration with artist and author Jackie Morris, The Lost Words: A Spell Book, are used in thousands of schools across Britain.

The gifts of reading

ROBERT MACFARLANE

This story, like so many stories, begins with a gift. The gift, like so many gifts, was a book – and the book was given to me by a man called Don, with whom I became friends in Beijing during the autumn and winter of 2000. Don and I were working as English literature teachers in a university on the west side of the city, third ring road out. Our students were mostly the sons and daughters of high-cadre officials: if you mentioned Tibet or Taiwan, thirty faces dipped to their desks. We taught our syllabus from a fat crimson-jacketed anthology of English literature that reframed literary history, Chinese Communist Party style. Literature was functional, and its function was the advancement of the Maoist project. Wordsworth the revolutionary was included, but not Wordsworth the late-life conservative. Oscar Wilde starred as socialist but not as aesthete. Ezra Pound didn’t make the cut, for obvious reasons. Thomas Hood’s ‘The Song of the Shirt’ was the most important Victorian poem.

Teaching with The Big Red Book, as we nicknamed it, was hard work. It was easy to forget that literature might be there to thrill, perplex or amaze, rather than only to instruct. What kept me honest was Don. Don turned sixty that year. He was from San Francisco. He was tall, just starting to stoop. He dressed Kerouac-style: black jeans, black leather jackets, white T-shirts. Pebble glasses, short grey hair standing up in spikes. Small, sharp, wonky teeth, which you saw a lot of because Don talked so much and laughed so much. Fast, rat-a-tat questions and answers, or long think-pieces spoken at several words a second, but without ever making you feel like he was taking more than his fair share of airtime.

Don was from a blue-collar background in California, and had met poetry at the City Lights Bookstore in his early twenties. It had changed his life. He’d heard Ginsberg read. He’d hung out with Ferlinghetti. He’d worked night school and then part-time at a state college to get a degree in literature as a mature student. But eventually he couldn’t afford to live in California and teach the texts he loved, so he’d switched to Beijing where accommodation came with the job, and the basics were cheap. I don’t think I’ve ever known anyone with a higher-voltage passion for books than Don. Literature wired him. When Don read, he crackled.

In the days, Don and I did our best with The Big Red Book and the cadre children. In the evenings, we drank beer laced with formaldehyde, and talked writing. Don introduced me to dozens of authors of whom I cannot now imagine being innocent, among them Ed Abbey, Annie Dillard and Gary Snyder. We shared a love of classical Chinese poetry (Li Bai, Tu Fu), especially in translations by Pound and by David Hinton. Although foreign books were difficult to come by in Beijing at that time, and expensive if you could find them, and although Don didn’t have much money, he pressed volume after volume on to me, including his copy of Ferlinghetti’s A Coney Island of the Mind, with its lit-up monochrome cover. ‘Have it,’ he told me, ‘you’ll love it, you need to read it, you keep it.’

One day Don didn’t show up for his classes. He’d been mugged the night before. He was found in an alley in a pool of blood with a half-brick next to him and his wallet gone. I cut class and went straight to see him. His head had been shaved and there was a linen bandage swaddling half his skull, stained with iodine. But he was smiling, and there was a book open by his bed, and he wanted me to read him Snyder’s poem ‘Riprap’ out loud:

Lay down these words
Before your mind like rocks
placed solid, by hands . . .

I left Beijing after two semesters, and came back to Cambridge to start a PhD in Victorian literature. Don and I wrote often, sometimes by email, mostly by airmail. I missed his intensity. The seminar rooms of Cambridge felt prim and flat in comparison. We arranged that he’d come to England the next summer for a couple of weeks. I couldn’t wait to see him.

The visit didn’t go to plan. I was struggling with my doctorate, paranoid about time. Don wanted to talk, walk and read all day. I needed to study. He wanted to explore the bookshops of Cambridge – G. David’s, the Haunted Bookshop, both tucked away on opposite sides of a medieval cemetery. But I felt obliged to put hours in at the University Library, where I was tracking down obscure texts from the 1860s in the huge leather-backed folders that constituted the catalogue in that pre-digitised era. After five days, I suggested that Don head up to Edinburgh for a trip on his own. It was an astonishing city, I said, unmissable, the Paris of the North, etc. I researched bus times for him. I knew I was trying to move him on. I didn’t know he knew I was trying to move him on.

On the seventh morning I heard Don get up early and walk around the house. The front door closed. I guessed he was heading to the market. I went to the kitchen to make coffee. There was a neatly wrapped present on the table, with a card. I read the card. He’d gone to Edinburgh, hadn’t wanted to wake us before leaving. I felt a quick punch of guilt. He’d loved his stay with us, he said, and had left a few small tokens of thanks.

The present on the table was a copy of Snyder’s Mountains and Rivers Without End. I walked into the other room. There was another present there, propped up against a lamp: a CD of West Coast jazz. And then in the room in which I worked, on my desk, was the third and last of his presents. It was a paperback copy of a book by Patrick Leigh Fermor that Don and I had talked about once in Beijing, drawn to it by our shared love of walking (which Don mostly did in cities, and I mostly did in mountains). Its title was A Time of Gifts.

If you’ve never read A Time of Gifts, may I urgently suggest that you buy a copy as soon as possible, or better still ask someone to give you one as a present? Together with the two books that follow it – Between the Woods and the Water (1986) and The Broken Road (2013) – it tells the story of Leigh Fermor’s legendary walk from the Hook of Holland to Constantinople in the early 1930s, started when he was just eighteen, and constituting what is fondly known by Leigh Fermor’s many modern admirers as ‘the longest gap year in history’.

Leigh Fermor came up with his plan at ‘about lamplighting time at the end of a wet November day’ in Mayfair in 1933. Fatigued by his London life and its boozy repetitions, he was suddenly seized by the idea of walking across an entire continent, from Christendom to Islam, passing as he did so through the cultures, tongues and countries of Europe. His aim on setting out was to live like a ‘pilgrim’ or ‘errant scholar’: to sleep in ditches and hay barns, and ‘only consort with peasants and tramps’. But being who he was – a handsome and charming young man with a few good connections to start him off – he ended up strolling from castle to castle, playing hopschloss across Germany, Hungary and the Carpathians, sipping Tokay from cut-glass goblets and smoking yard-long pipes with archdukes and earls. For a year and a half, he was an aristocratic supertramp, enjoying hospitality along the way, making his rakish progress through the doomed world of Mitteleuropa, snatching scenes from a snowglobe – just before it was shattered by the worst war in history.

A Time of Gifts is filled with gifts and acts of giving – it is a book, we might say, that is rich with generosity. Among its gifts is the gift of time: Leigh Fermor did not publish it until 1977, forty-four years after beginning his walk, and a result of that long and thoughtful delay is a narrative voice which possesses both the joyful wonder of youth, and the wisdom and perspective of later age. And among those wisdoms is its reflection on the nature of gift: what it might mean to give without expectation of recompense, and what types of kindness might stand outside the reciprocal binds of the cash economy.

This fascination with gift expresses itself also in Leigh Fermor’s famously ornate style, profusely tendrilled as it is with trope and allusion. Almost everything in his prose leads to something else (path to path, culture to culture, word to word) and this abundance of connection is itself a kind of offering up or giving away. You feel, as a reader, passionately – perhaps even at times oppressively – hosted: Read this! Look here! Listen to that! Walk this way! His style is gratuitous in the best sense of that word: ‘given free of charge; undertaken without necessity or obligation’.

One of the first things Leigh Fermor is given in A Time of Gifts is a book: the first volume of the Loeb edition of Horace. His mother (‘she was an enormous reader’) bought it for him as a farewell present, and on its flyleaf she wrote the prose translation of an exquisite short poem by Petronius, which could hardly have been more appropriate as a valediction to her son, or indeed to anyone setting out on a voyage into adulthood:

Leave thy home, O youth, and seek out alien shores . . . Yield not to misfortune: the far-off Danube shall know thee, the cold North-wind and the untroubled kingdom of Canopus and the men who gaze on the new birth of Phoebus or upon his setting.

The journey of A Time of Gifts is set going by the gift of a book – and it is a book that has in turn set going many journeys. The edition of A Time of Gifts that Don gave me that day in Cambridge had as its cover a beautiful painting by John Craxton, commissioned specially for the book, and clearly alluding to Petronius’s poem. It shows a young man standing on snowy high ground, puttees on his ankles and a walking stick in his right hand, looking eastwards to where the sun is rising orange over icy mountains, from which runs a mighty river. Black crows fly stark against white trees: there is a sense of huge possibility to the day ahead and to the land beyond.

When I first read A Time of Gifts I felt it in my feet. It spoke to my soles. It rang with what in German is called Sehnsucht: a yearning or wistful longing for the unknown and the mysterious. It made me want to stand up and stride out into adventure. The book’s strong magic derives in part from the atmosphere of miracle that attends Leigh Fermor’s peregrinations. He marches with the seven-league boots of youth, fatigue barely registering as whole countries roll beneath his heel. The comforting rhythm of his journey – exertion, encounter, rest, food, sleep; exertion, encounter, rest, food, sleep – rocks its readers into feelings of happiness and invulnerability. I could do this, you think, I could just start walking and keep going for a day or two, or three, or four, or more . . .

Certainly, I have now walked hundreds of miles under Leigh Fermor’s influence, and have carried his books for many of those miles, to read at the day’s break or the day’s end. One walk in particular was made directly as a result of Don’s gift to me of A Time of Gifts. That walk happened in the December of 2007, a year when I was living and working back in Beijing. The city was a hard place to be that winter: the 2008 Olympics were imminent, and Beijing was convulsed by demolition and construction. Hutongs were being bulldozed by the hundred, compulsory-purchase orders were being served on thousands of poorer homes, and dozens of new stadia and skyscrapers were being built. Migrant labourers toiled on the projects 24/7 in brutal conditions: permanent halogen daylight, with massive speaker-banks blasting out Chinese radio to keep them entertained and educated as they did so.

I was stuck in the seventeenth-storey flat of an eighteen-storey building in a new development, from the windows of which I could count thirty-four cranes, each with a red PRC flag fluttering from its spire. The city’s dawn chorus was the gong stroke of rivet on girder, the crump of the piston hammer, the high peal of hit steel. The notorious Beijing smog was choking, thickened by the cement dust raised by the construction. As soon as you stepped outside, you could feel the smog bite the throat and sting the eyes. When snow fell, it was grey. I read Leigh Fermor up in the flat, tried to look after my two young children adequately – and dreamed of getting out of the city and into clean air and white snow.

Then – as if Leigh Fermor himself had conjured it into being – an opportunity appeared: my friend Jon Miceler, a mountaineer and field conservationist, wrote inviting me to join him on a winter journey to the sacred 7,000-metre peak of Minya Konka, which rises between the Dadu and the Yalong rivers in Sichuan Province, south-west China.

I will never forget the days we subsequently spent up in the peaks of the Daxue range: the bright winter sun, the fearsome winter cold, the beaten-earth paths unfurling through oak-woods in the valleys, the high, snow-filled passes with their fluttering prayer flags and cairns of mani stones, and at last Minya Konka itself, a pyramidal mountain of exceptional beauty and danger, its flanks ribbed with huge snow flutes, its ridges running in fine lines up to its sharp summit.

I carried A Time of Gifts with me throughout, and I brought the book safely back to sea level, too, its corners knackered from weeks in the rucksack and pannier, sand grains from a river beach stuck in its gutters and a dried leaf of Himalayan oak tucked away between back page and back cover. I would later write about that journey in a walking book of my own called The Old Ways, in a chapter that is, I now see, unmistakably Leigh Fermorian in tone. His prose had inspired that journey on foot, and it shaped my subsequent account of it also; he had been my companion on the path, and he was my companion on the page, too. And Don’s gift to me had continued to give, in ways neither of us could have foreseen.

Great art ‘offers us images by which to imagine our lives’, notes Lewis Hyde in his classic 1983 book, The Gift, ‘[and] once the imagination has been awakened it is procreative: through it we can give more than we were given, say more than we had to say’. This is a beautiful double proposition: that art enlarges our repertoire for being, and that it further enables a giving onwards of that enriched utterance, that broadened perception.

I was given a copy of Hyde’s The Gift – and I don’t have that copy any longer, because I gave it to someone else, urging them to read it. Gifts give on, says Hyde, this is their logic. They are generous acts that incite generosity. He contrasts two kinds of ‘property’: the commodity and the gift. The commodity is acquired and then hoarded, or resold. But the gift is kept moving, given onwards in a new form. Whereas the commodity circulates according to the market economy (in which relations are largely impersonal and conducted with the aim of profiting the self), the gift circulates according to the gift economy (in which relations are largely personal and conducted with the aim of profiting the other). In the market economy, value accrues to the individual by means of hoarding or ‘saving’. In the gift economy, value accrues between individuals by means of giving and receiving. This, for Hyde, is why gifts possess ‘erotic life’ as property: when we give a gift, it is an erotic act in the sense of eros as meaning ‘attraction’, ‘union’, a ‘mutual involvement’.

Hyde is not to everyone’s taste. His vision of a gift economy is appealing in theory, but not necessarily available to those locked into hard-scrabble lives, gripped vice-tight by the cash economy. Not all gifts are well given, and not all are gladly taken. It is also hard to scale up gift economies from small groups to whole societies (though the internet has made that much more possible since Hyde first wrote). And it’s true that the evidence Hyde serves up in support of his gift thesis is one hell of a gumbo: superhero underwear, Scottish folk tales, Walt Whitman, the story of a couple who try to trade in their baby for a Corvette . . . But to me at least, it mostly hangs together.

I am particularly moved by his deep interest in what he calls ‘the gift that, when it comes, speaks commandingly to the soul and irresistibly moves us’. The outcome of a gift is uncertain at the time of giving, but the fact that it has been given charges it with great potential to act upon the recipient for the good. Because of the gratitude we feel, and because the gift is by definition given freely, without obligation, we are encouraged to meet it with openness and with excitement. Unlike commodities, gifts – in Hyde’s account and my experience – possess an exceptional power to transform, to heal and to inspire.

That happened to me when Don gave me A Time of Gifts. It has happened to me numerous times, in fact – and it has almost always been the case that the gift which has spoken so ‘commandingly’ to my soul has been a printed book.

Not all books received as gifts are transformative, of course. Sometimes the only thing a book gives its reader is a paper cut. But having been given so many remarkable books over the years, I now in turn give away as many as I can. Birthdays, Christmases – I give books, and pretty much only books, as presents (always hard copies; I have never given, or been given, an e-book). Once or twice a year, I invite my students at Cambridge to my room and let them take two or three books each from the fifty or sixty that I’ve laid out on the floor. The pleasure they take in choosing, and their disbelief that the books are free, reminds me of how precious books were to me when I was a student. Four years ago, I was given 200 or so books from the working library of my friend Roger Deakin, the great writer and environmentalist (Waterlog, Wildwood, Notes from Walnut Tree Farm), following his too early death in 2006. Now I try to give individual books from that library to writers whose work I know Roger would have loved and wanted to encourage. I gave Roger’s copy of Ted Hughes’s Wolfwatching, for instance, to Rob Cowen, whose Common Ground is a wonderful hymn to a Yorkshire edgeland and its inhabitants, and Roger’s tattered hardback of Raymond Williams’s The Country and the City to Melissa Harrison, whose novels and nature notes subtly break down the country/city opposition that Williams also strove to erode.

There are five books that I give away again and again, and they are among the books that have struck me most forcefully. I try to make sure that I always have several copies stockpiled, ready to hand out. When I find a copy of one of them in a bookshop, I buy it to add to the gift pile, knowing that the right recipient will come along sooner or later. The five books are Cormac McCarthy’s Blood Meridian, Vladimir Nabokov’s Lolita (care has to be taken with that one), A Time of Gifts (of course), J.A. Baker’s The Peregrine and Nan Shepherd’s The Living Mountain, her slender masterpiece about the Cairngorm mountains of north-east Scotland. I’m not sure quite what that shortlist reveals of my personality. I think perhaps I shouldn’t enquire too deeply.

Shepherd’s is the book I have given away most often over the years. Forty copies? Fifty? I couldn’t say. I once left a copy on a train, cursed when I realised I’d done so – then took comfort from the knowledge that a book lost by someone is often a book found by someone else (and hoped that Shepherd ended up in the hands of a reader rather than the bottom of a bin).

The giving away of a copy of The Living Mountain that I remember most clearly happened in the Lairig Ghru in October 2013. The Lairig Ghru is the vast glacial valley that cuts through the Cairngorm mountains of north-east Scotland from north to south. I was following it up towards the summits when, where the path led through a steep-sided stream-cut, at a stepping-stone ford, I met a young man with a heavy pack. He had stopped to fill his flask and look at his map. We fell into conversation.

He was called Samuel and he was from Singapore. He spoke with distinctive fluency and candour. He had come to the Highlands to escape some kind of problem in his life, the nature of which he did not specify. He was planning to spend two nights out in the Cairngorms, though he had no fixed idea of his route. I gave him some advice about possible bothies he could stay in, and wild-camping spots he could seek out. We exchanged email addresses, and I also gave him the copy of The Living Mountain that I had with me, hoping it might keep him good company in hut or tent.

A week or so later, Samuel emailed:

After our meeting, my walk over the hills of the Cairngorms took me the rest of the day and proved to be the hardest thing I had ever done. It was a most humbling experience. Thank you, Robert, for sharing Nan Shepherd’s brilliant prose with me and for giving me your copy of the book. I started reading it on the train on my way back to St Andrews, slowly, savouring each word like honey. Every sentence was poignant to a degree that I had never experienced before. I wept as I read. Her sensitivity to the land and its humble creatures, humble forms, glorified through her vision and thoughts, resonated deeply with me. Thank you, thank you.

To receive such an open-hearted email was itself a kind of gift, further proof of Hyde’s propositions that the gift can be transformative and that the act of giving encourages the onwards circulation of generosity. It reminded me also of Shepherd’s vision of nature itself as abounding with gifts: offering wonders and beauties but asking nothing of its recipients in return. ‘To see the Golden Eagle at close quarters,’ she writes in The Living Mountain,

requires knowledge and patience – though sometimes it may be a gift, as when once, just as I reached a summit cairn, an eagle rose from the far side of it and swept up in majestic circles above my head: I have never been nearer to the king of birds.

I recalled Nan’s account of that ‘gift’ again last autumn, when I walked across the Cairngorms with my father, from Braemar to Tomintoul. We camped on the north-eastern shoulder of Ben Avon at around 3,000 feet, tucking our tents into the lee of a group of the granite tors that bulge from the plateau of that mountain. There we were sheltered from the big north-westerly wind that had buffeted us during the day. Just before dusk, Dad was in his tent and I was watching the sunset through the cleft between two tors. Suddenly a golden eagle came sailing past from the north, stiff-winged, its huge primaries trembling in the gale, passing perhaps thirty feet from me at its closest point. ‘Dad! DAD! Get out here fast!’ But by the time he was out of the tent the eagle was gone, lost in the corries to the west. ‘Dad! You missed it! You won’t believe it! A golden eagle just flew right past me!’ And then, to our amazement, another eagle appeared from the north, sailing past with stiff wings and trembling primaries, passing perhaps thirty feet from us at its closest point. Not one gift but two. I have never been nearer to the king of birds . . .

During the solitary months and years spent writing a book, it can be easy to forget that it will – if you are lucky – live a social life. That your book might enter the imaginations and memories of its readers and thrive there, that your book might be crammed into pockets or backpacks and carried up mountains or to foreign countries, or that your book might be given by one person to another.

Perhaps the aspects of authorship I cherish most are the glimpses I get of how my books are themselves carried, or are themselves given. When I sign books at readings, people frequently want their copies inscribed as gifts. Would you make this out to my mother, who loves mountains? . . . to my brother, who lives in Calcutta? . . . to my best friend, who is ill? . . . to my father, who is no longer able to walk as far as he would wish . . . ? Several times I’ve been asked to inscribe books to young children who can’t yet read: We want to give this book to them now, so it’s waiting for them when they’re ready for it. These conversations with readers, and the stories that arise from this giving of gifts, are among the strongest of the forces that keep me writing.

This story began with the gift of a book, and it ends with one too. After three days away in Edinburgh, Don came back to Cambridge to stay with us for another couple of nights. The break had allowed me to catch up with work – and to get my priorities straight. I took two days off from the PhD, and Don and I properly walked and talked: out to Grantchester along the river path, round the colleges, and from bookshop to bookshop. In G. David’s I found a cut-price copy of Ezra Pound’s Selected Poems from Faber, which includes his extraordinary versions of ‘The River-Merchant’s Wife: A Letter’, ‘Song of the Bowmen of Shu’ and Li Bai’s poems of departure, including the ‘Exile’s Letter’:

And the wind lifting the song, and interrupting it,
Tossing it up under the clouds.

And all this comes to an end.
And is not again to be met with.

I bought the book and gave it to Don as a farewell present. For two years or so afterwards, we wrote often and sent books to each other, back and forth over the Atlantic. Then one day Don wrote to say that he had been diagnosed with cancer, and that it had been caught late. He’d already begun chemotherapy. ‘I have to go into this treatment room, Rob. I call it The Pain Room,’ he said. ‘It’s the worst place in the world.’ I wrote more frequently, sent more books, sometimes two or three at a time. Don’s replies slowed down, then stopped.

A year or so later, I got an email from an address I didn’t recognise. It was from Don’s daughter, Rachel, telling me that he had died. He had been glad to get the letters and books I had sent, she told me, even when he was no longer able to write back. ‘Reading kept him alive,’ she said, ‘right till the end.’

© Robert Macfarlane, 2016