Jeff in the chair, his sweat. He clenched
his as he to of his muscles. _How
long had Schiml been there?_ Just a second or two? Or had he
been Jeff for ten minutes, him the filing
codes, him the card into his shirt? There was
nothing to be told from the doctor's face, as the man at
his quarry. There was nothing in the of the who
stood him in the hallway, their hands on their heavy
sidearms.
Schiml to one of them, slightly, and they disappeared,
their in the still them. Then he turned
his to Jeff, the of a still flickering
about his eyes. "Find anything interesting?" he asked, his eyes
narrowing slightly.
Jeff a cigarette to his lips, the to steady
it. "Nothing to speak of," he said hoarsely. "Been a long time since I
worked one of these files." His Schiml's defiantly, held
them in desperation. Finally Schiml and looked away.
"Looking for anything special?" he asked smoothly.
"Nothing special." Jeff out into the room, his trembling
nerves slightly.
"I see. Just sight-seeing, I suppose."
Jeff shrugged. "More or less. I wanted to see the setup."
A Schiml's face. "Particularly the in the
filing room," he said softly. "I I'd you here. Blackie
said you'd just out for a walk, so we just took a guess."
The doctor's on Jeff's face. "And all up
like a doctor, too."
He across the room, the cap from Jeff's head, snapped
the to the with a of his hand. "We don't do
this around here," he said, his voice like a razor. "Doctors
wear these, nobody else. Got that straight? We also do not wander
around into rooms, just looking at the setup. If the
guards had you at it, you wouldn't be alive right now--which
would have been a dirty shame, since we have plans for you." He jerked
his thumb toward the door. "After you, Jeff. We've got some work to do
tonight."
Jeff moved out into the hall, took up the tall doctor as he
started for the escalator. "You weren't about me
tonight, surely."
Dr. Schiml at him. "And why not?"
"Look, it's late. I'll be here in the morning."
The doctor walked on in for a long moment. Jeff followed, his
mind racing, a thousand questions through in succession:
questions he not ask, questions he couldn't answer. How much did
Schiml know? And how much did he suspect? A ran Jeff's back.
What had he been doing with the dice? Could Blackie possibly have told
him? Or he have about the in the game
room through other channels? And what he learn in the of
the that he didn't know already?
Jeff puzzled as he matched the doctor's pace. They up the
escalator, the toward an area the living
quarters that Jeff hadn't before. Above all, he must keep his
nerve, keep a tight on his tongue, on his reactions, make sure
that there were no to tear from him that he didn't
dare divulge.
He looked at Schiml, sharply, a on his face. "I still don't see
why this can't wait till morning. Why the big hurry?"
Schiml stopped, to Jeff in exasperation. "You still think we're
running a here, don't you?" he snapped. "Well, we're
not. We're doing a job, a job that can't wait for or anything
else. We work a twenty-four-hour here. All you do is provide
the where-withal to work with--nothing more."
"But I'll be tired, nervous. I don't see how I pass any of
test."
Schiml laughed shortly. "These aren't the of you pass or
fail. Actually, the more and you are, the the
results will be for you. They'll give you an of safety when
you're to a job. What the tell us is what we can expect
from you, the very minimum. Basically, we're to save your life
for you."
Jeff at him, him through doors into a long,
brightly corridor, with green and a floor.
"What do you mean, save my life? You to in just the
opposite here, from what I've heard."
The doctor an noise. "You got the information," he
said angrily. "That's the trouble. You people upon to
and the stories, all the you about
the work here. And it's all either false or only half-truth.
This of bloodthirstiness, for instance. It's just plain not
true.
"One of the biggest in our work here is making for
optimum for the success of our experiments. By 'optimum' we
mean the best from standpoints: from the standpoint
of what we're trying to learn--the itself, that is--and from
the of the researcher, too. But most particularly, we're
working for for the animals--you, in
this case."
Jeff snorted. "But still, we're just animals, from your
viewpoint," he said sharply.
"Not _just_ animals," Schiml angrily. "You're
_the_ animals. Working with beings isn't the same as
working with cats and dogs and monkeys--far from it. Dogs and cats are
stronger and tougher, more than humans, which is why they're
used for work of great success. But basically, they're
expendable. If something goes wrong, that's too bad. But we've learned
something, and the dog or cat can be without too many tears.
But we don't the same about beings."
"I'm to that," said Jeff sourly. "It makes me better."
"I'm not trying to be facetious. I it. We're not ghouls. We don't
have any less for life than anyone else, just because
we're for some death in the work we're doing. For one
thing, we study every being we use, try to out his strengths
and weaknesses, physical and mental. We want to know how he to
what, how fast he recuperates, how much physical his body
can take, how his will extend. Then when we know
these things, we can fit him into the program of which will
give him the very best of out in one piece. At the same
time, he will a spot that we need filled. No, there's no delight
here in taking life or safety."
They off the and entered a small office.
Schiml Jeff to a chair, sat himself a small desk
and through of forms. The room was silent
for a moment. Then the doctor a on the telephone panel.
When the light an answer to him, he said: "Gabe? He's here.
Better come on up."
Then he the and back, a long,
slender cigar and the green around his neck.
Jeff him, still over what he had just said. The doctor
seemed so matter-of-fact. What he had said sense, but in
the picture there to be a hole. "This like it's a
great setup--for you doctors and researchers," he said finally. "But
what's it leading to? What good is it doing? Oh, I know, it increases
your knowledge of men's minds, but how it help the man in the
street? How it actually help _anyone_, in the long run? How do
you the government to it with the financial they're
facing in Washington?"
Schiml his and laughed aloud. "You've got the cart
before the horse," he said, when he got of his voice. "Support?
Listen, my lad, the government is itself just to keep
our going. Did you that? _Bankrupting itself!_ And
why? Because unless our work pays off--and soon--there isn't going to
be any government left. That's why. Because we're something
that's away at the very of our civilization, something
that's and and destroying."
He at Jeff, his wide. "Oh, the government that the
situation is grave. We had to prove it to them, it to them time
and again, until they couldn't miss it any longer. But they saw it
finally. They've it for a century or more, since the
end of the Second War. They've the instability, the bank
runs and the stock market dives. They've the and moral
decay in the cities. They see it, but it took to
prove that there was a pattern to it, a pattern of and and
putrefaction that's been away the of this colossal
civilization of ours."
The doctor up, and across the room and sent blue
smoke into the air from the cigar as he walked. "Oh, they support us
all right. We don't know for sure what we're fighting, but we do know
the answer is in the of the minds and of man. We're
working against a disease--a of men's minds--and we
are to use men to search those minds, to study them, to try to
weed out the of the disease. And so we have the Mercy Men to
help us fight."
The doctor's in a as he sat on
the chair again, the cigar out in the tray. "Mercy
Men who have no in their souls, who have no concern
with what they're doing, or what it may be accomplishing. They are
interested in one thing only: the amount of money they'll be paid for
having their loose."
The was in Dr. Schiml's eyes. "Well, we don't who we
have: addicts, murderers, prostitutes, the trash from the
skid-row gutters. They're all here, like to a hill.
But they're here on of mercy, they like it or not, or
know it or not. And we take them they're the only ones who can
be bought, and we them for all we're worth, so that the will
be accomplished." He took a and at Jeff.
"That's you I'm talking about, you know."
Jeff's hands as he out his smoke. He up as the
corridor door opened, a small, dark-haired man with thick
glasses. He was in doctor's whites. Jeff his chest
nervously and took a breath, still aware of the card
in his shirt front.
"All right," he said hoarsely, "so you're talking about me. When do we
get started with this?"
* * * * *
The little room was cramped; it of anesthetic. Jeff
walked in, by Dr. Schiml and the other doctor, and started
removing his shoes. "This is Doctor Gabriel," Schiml said, indicating
his colleague. "He'll start you off with a complete physical.
Then you'll have a neurological. Come on into the next room as soon as
you're undressed." And with that the two doctors through
swinging doors into an room.
Jeff his shirt and swiftly, the
file card and it under the of his right shoe. It
wasn't the perfect place, if anyone were looking for the
card. But not once the had Schiml's strayed
curiously to Jeff's shirt front. Either Schiml had not him take
the card, or else the doctor's self-control was superhuman. And no
mention of the had been made, either. Jeff gave his shoes a final
pat, his on one of the the and
pushed through the doors into the next room.
It was huge, dome-ceilinged, with a dozen different
sections from one another. One end looked like a classroom, with
blackboards a whole wall. Another the
paraphernalia of a complete gymnasium. The doctors were in a
corner that was as an room: the tables
were with green sheeting, and the had gleaming
cabinets full of green-wrapped and instruments.
Schiml sat on the of a desk. His Jeff closely as he
lit a cigarette, and into the air. Dr. Gabriel
motioned Jeff to the table and started the physical without further
delay.
It was the most rigorous, physical Jeff had
ever had. The little, doctor and him from head
to toe. He retinal-pattern photos, pore-patterns,
listened, prodded, thumped, auscultated. He Jeff onto
the chair and started going over him with a hammer, him
sharply in of areas, a most of
muscular and twitches. Then the was replaced by a small
electrode, with which the doctor and tested, spasmodic
jerks to the of Jeff's and arms and thighs. Finally, Dr.
Gabriel relaxed, sat Jeff in a soft chair and retired to a small
portable cabinet nearby.
Dr. Schiml put out his and up. "Any questions we
begin?"
Jeff almost aloud. Any questions? His nerves all over
and his mind was full of conjecture--wild, of what
they would in the testing, of what the results would bring.
Suppose they learned about the dice? Suppose they out that he
was a fraud, that he was in the Center on a private mission, a mission
of death all his own, and no party to their own of death? And
yet, if he had to through, the of work he would be assigned
to would upon the results of the tests--that sure. But
what if they him unconscious, him out, used drugs?
His mind frantically, for some way of things,
some way of the red tape of and assignment, to
give him time to complete his own mission and out. But he that
already he must have suspicions. Schiml must have suspected
that all the cards were not on the table, yet Schiml to
overlook his suspicions. And the had to move more and more
swiftly, him to the point where he would have to sign
a and take an assignment, or his purpose for being
in the Center. If he were to Conroe, he must him the
chips were down.
He at Schiml, his mind still for something to hang
onto. He nothing. "No. No questions, I guess," he said.
The doctor looked at him closely, then in resignation. "All
right," he said, tiredly. "You'll have a whole series of of all
kinds: physical stamina, alertness, time, intelligence,
sanity--everything we possibly need to know. But I should warn
you of one thing." He looked at Jeff, his serious. "All
of these are subjective. All of them will tell us about
you as a person: how you think, how you behave. Desperately essential
stuff, if you're to the of work we do here. What we find
is the whole of our assignments."
He paused for a long moment. "You'd be wise to to the truth. No
embellishments, no stuff. We can't do anything about it if you
don't choose to take the advice. But if you falsify, you're tampering
with your own life here."
Jeff blinked, shifting in his seat uneasily. _Don't worry about that,
Jack_, he thought. _I won't be around long for it to make any
difference._ Nevertheless the doctor's were from soothing.
If only Jeff maintain the the testing, keep his
wits about him as the progressed. Then he to the
hunt as soon as they were through.
He the doctor prepare a long paper on the desk. Then the
rapid-fire series of questions began: family history, personal history,
history of family and personal illness. The questions were
swift and businesslike, and Jeff his as he sat
back. He answered almost automatically. Then: "Ever been hypnotized
before?"
Something in Jeff's mind froze, a warning. "No," he snapped.
Schiml's imperceptibly. "Part of the should be
done under hypnosis, for your sake, and for the of speed." His
eyes Jeff's hard. "Unless you have some for objecting--"
"It won't work," Jeff swiftly, his mind racing. "Psychic block
of some kind--induced in childhood, probably. My father had a block
against it too." Every in his was tense, and he sat forward
in his seat, his wide.
Schiml shrugged. "It would make the a hundred easier
on you if you'd allow it. Some of these are and
some take a powerful long time without hypnotic-recovery aid. And of
course we keep all confidential--"
"No dice," said Jeff hoarsely.
The doctor again, over at Dr. Gabriel. "Hear that,
Gabe?"
The little doctor shrugged. "His funeral," he growled. He rolled a
small, shiny-paneled with to Jeff's side. "We'll
start on the less ones, then. This is a test. Very
simple. You just listen, mark the you hear. Keep your eyes
on the eyepiece; it records visio-audio times, tells us how
soon after you a word you a image of it." He snapped
the over Jeff's and moved a printed answer in
front of him on the desk. And then the started talking.
There was a long series of words, and softer.
Jeff marked them down, swiftly, his surroundings,
throwing his attention toward the test. The doctors retired to the
other of the room. They talked to each other in low whispers,
until he no longer them. There was only the low, insistent
whispering in the earphones.
And then the to louder again, but somehow he had lost
track of what they meant. He listened, his the gray
pearly screen in the eyepieces. His were to down
the words, but he couldn't the syllables.
They were _nonsense syllables_, with no meaning. His eyes
opened wide, a of through him, and his hands
gripped the arms of the chair as he to rise.
And then the light in his with such brilliance
that it sent pain through his brain. He let out a
stifled cry. He and to from the chair. But he was
blinded by the beam. And then he the bite his arm,
and the nonsense in his ears out into meaningful
phrases. A soft, voice was saying: "Relax ... ... sit
back and ... and rest...."
Slowly the over his body, and he his relax,
even as the voice instructed. He into the chair, and
soon his mind was clear of and worry and suspicion. He was still,
sleeping with the peaceful of a child.